A SympathKilling Time With etic Murder

uhhh.. ok? :D

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 13:02:22 GMT

rite so this is just a quick post for ppl to go .. WHAA or .. ehhh at :D

http://www.youtube.com/player.swf?video_id=lr_HR-iIlYg&l=196

its WoW related , BUT .. its comedy related so i recommend u all to listen n spam other ppl with it ^_^

dear gpd why...

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 10:43:46 GMT

small post simple meaning..

uni house got broken in to last nite at 1am .... nothing was taken but housemate is shaken up like nothing on earth ...

allways told landlord angency that door needed replacing and they said no .. well here we go again with another hellish holiday of arguing with aqua houes... oh i cant wait ..

ps ; dunno if i'll be at the pub 2nite not in the moood ...

i'm extreameee

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 03:24:09 GMT

k so some of u may know of Buzz bunny .. oh yeh the 'EXTREAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe' guy ...

well

heres the link to the EXTREAME ONE

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/223809

watch 1st - this is a guys reaction to WB bringing out a new 'lunatics' i think version of looney tunes

so after they saw ^ that they decided to pussy out buzz and then the guy did a nother rip off taking the piss of that :

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/243842

oh dear....

on the upside its 3am and i've not even vagley finished my essay yet but i'm not tired.. so here comes the fail :D

last push :D

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:43:12 GMT

ritey-o am on to the last 500 - 800 words of my essay ... it looks suprisingly good from what ppl have said reading it .. but really i think its utter balls n a rush job , just wanna pass this year really ...

will c&p daves questiony thing later on and do it .. sure that'll bring much ammusement to readers :)

hope everyone is alrite and rdy for the fun of the crimbo period :)

making plans to meet up n go cinema, drinking, gathering ..

when r ppl freeeeeeeeeee ?

so it begins..

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 12:38:16 GMT

300 dodgey words down only 1700 more to go in 2 days ...

and i'm living on 3 hours sleep .. oh this'll be fun ..

how r u ?

..sleeeping habits

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 11:30:17 GMT

ohh 2 in 2 days :)

ok so for the past 4 months of being back at university i've been getting at best 5 hours of sleep a nite, recently i've been taking and doing things which the nhs direct and other such ppl have said to do , nothigns helped, now i dnt recommend ppl to do it and its not smart but hey taking a few more tablets than recommended DOES work but not good for u , i got 6 hours sleep a couple nites back but felt awful when i woke up .. heh .. kick in the nuts huh !

so now this week has been the last week of lectures ( huzzah ) and i've got 1 more essay due in tuesday and 2 others due in after crimbo and i've been determined to get em done b4 i go home to spend more time with ppl and to not have to hassel with it all... thats not exactly worked ... still got to STARt the one due in on tuesday and the other 2 can go straight up the tutors ass'z for all i care right now ..

but back to my lack of sleeep ... if anyone knows a clever way of getting more sleep do yell , i cna garentee when i get home i woke wake up for days but thats just life, i have no reason for not sleeping and to why i feel so much better for only getting 3 hours sleep coz it cant be good for u .. but apparently it works for me :S

so any way summing up .. missing seminars.. missing lectures.. library is packt and cant get a PC to work on ... the 1st yrs have admited to moving books around in the library and hiding them so the other students cant get to them to look at if they r core colleftion ro 3 days loans but they still manage to take out 15 books at a time .. meh

i foree a failing coming along and i dont perticuly care either ...

c u all at home probobly :) if my parents havent killed me

and yes i have forgotten how to do LJ cuts so if soomewants to post me bk here n tell me much appreciated :)

I'm back and i'm

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 14:00:53 GMT

woo .. so i remembered my login *scratches head* ok actually Eddie's post reminded me what it was. . but thats not the point! woo ..

so i've not updated for a stupidly long time .. but i have alot to rant and rave about and alot of .. random stuff to say but i will keep updating this .. i hope <3 *fingers crossed*

rite so ..

Been back at uni since september .. living with a guy called James who well more about that in later posts coz well =] hahaha! cant put all the ranting in one post =] and a girl called alsi she's turkish and pretty kewl when she actually socialises -_- which aint alot meh!

lets see.. missed my moaning bout assessments coz everyone has those woes :)

house is nice , had a few problems to start off with .. no heating ... leaking room . damp .. etc.. but hey thats all fixed now :) so its an ice house 4 bedrooms nice ish kitchen nice bathroom and a nice double leather sofas to crash out on ^_^ and ppl to ( ur more then welcome to come visit n e one \o/ )

got 1 more assessment to hand in on tuesday 2000 word social policy assessment and 2 for after crimbo as well as a 2 hour mock exam .. but hey the 2nd yr is meant to be hard eh? :) i'll live :D

hmm .. shud really stick some random quiz's or something in to bulk up :D here we gooo !

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

... LIES ... well some :)

The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: taintedseeker

.... mmm ok?

ok so thats all for now :) will post more / rant more / quiz later

much love to the eddie <3 hope ur ok hunni smile!

lo to dave not spoken to u in ages bud :) hows uni?
lo to holly :D rah ur short still :) u get that ball gown sorted? :)

happy? me .. nah :P

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 10:41:41 GMT

this 2 posts in one week .. so unusual of me ..

but i bring good news to all readers .. well good news for me n e way :D i got 1 outta the 4 things i majorly needed to sort done now , my presentation work ( for images of crime , whop-t-do u say ) all about a Feamle mafia lady called - Tammy Gunn ( oh haha u say ) and her club - Gigalo ( hr hr ) with male prositutes .. ( mmmk u might think ) but in all factors it's meant to be a piss take in all and set about a tabloid article , then i get to rip it to peices for 25 minutes in a group presentation :D .. and we sorted most of it , just got to work on the actual presentation which wont take that long at all :D yey :D

on the other hand the 3 essays seem to be stalling in the ideas of ' find references then write up ' so far i have looked at the word find and stopped =) aint i gr8 :D

n e ways

went out to V-gas meeting no1 last nite ... was rather fantastic xD long haired ppl telling ME how to play cs .... =D for all the decent ppl here u know i'm an ubsessed CS person ¬_¬ yeh ok :P leave me alone , and i decided to act dumb and keep saying 'luck' until my score was 40 - 10 ( thats good btw :P ) in n e case. .. apparently a p90 is a better gun on accuracy then an m4 or AK ( go figure eh dave :P )

but n e way , we played Natural selection from the Old HL1 loading screen :d and then CS 1.5 for a good 80 minutes and i topped the scores both times with 40 - 10 and 45 - 19 , so get me

next week is Call of duty time :D so cant wait for that , the pc's in the lab r poo tho .. 2.6gighz, 256mb ram , same as my comp ¬_¬ bloomin ell

n e wya .. .i'm happy ( again ) so everyone can be relaxed that i wont moan until i get home to find out my bro blew up the comp .. which is sorta true .. he tried to put Hl2 on and it crashed xD

missin most of ya =p bwhaha .. speak soon ppl :D

=/ essays

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 18:31:22 GMT

Lo

with only a week n a bit to go i've actually got a smile on my face for the first time in well .. a good week =/ joyus eh ? xD

and yeh ... things are perking up

cept for the fact that no essay plans are properly sorted , and i aint really got round to sorting out much in the reference form :D god i rule at this job xD

as for proper work , we had to shut the kitchen in the glass house coz we were SO busy =/ i was panicing and they kept calling me Rookie .... which tbh i dont mind but with them all patting me on the back going ' it'll be ok rookie ' i wanted to twat em around the head and say thanks in a goodly sarcastic matter :D oh well :D

tis allrite , got friday 12 - 4 then sunday 12 - 4 .. so friday will be dead and sunday wil be annoying =/ joyus :D

then to thursday then home .. so Thursday i got uni presentation to sort ( this thursday ) but apart from that im not doing much ...

got tons of references to hunt down and find xD wooo

oh well

and as for missy Holly , when u getting bk to the joys of wet england =( miss u soo much :P and U rose and daryl , so come home at some point :D

and as for uni ppl , see u in a couple weeks ladies n gents :d take it easy

essays... i hate essays

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 12:08:41 GMT

Well the joys of Essays have got to me more than i thought :S not only have i got 3 essays to write got 1 25 minute presentation ... urf :(

now i know ppl have Exams comin up so good luck to ya , and i know ppl aint having the best time at the moment so cheer up will c u soon xD

so yeh ... this is the question i pose to u , CUD u answer this , without knowing n e thing

2. Are Beveridge's 'Five Giants' still challenges to be overcome in the 21st century?

or even

1. What is social policy? Using one specific area of policy, discuss the impact it has on our day to day lives.

now the 1st of the two i actually have some 'notes' on from lectures // work we've done

the other 1 howeva there has been no lectures and the seminars were there to teach us how to write them and how to do notes.. well la-de-fucking-da I DONT CARE ABOUT THAT :@

the essay is t3h SHITE

and i cant write em up

so i got .. 2 weeks till i can come home and when i do i'll sTILL have 3 essays to do and 1 presentation

and the biggest problem , i aint even STARTED to look at the 3rd essay ...

lamenEss...

n e way

done now , back to looking 'inteligant' if it's possible

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 00:16:35 GMT

*sighs*

ok .. so where to start ..

last saturday the guys were told to move out of the accomodation in to a new flat area on the ground lfoor opposite me , So all went to plan i went to the libary and did some work // chatted on msn and generally got things sorted to come home ( more later ) and then i came bk .. to notice they had all moved fine but at the same time had taken EVERYTHING out of the kitchen , to give u some idea they even took the kettle which was meant to stay there and had a label saying " keep in this block " so n e way , they went , they kept popping back in coz they still had the keys so they had fun in annoying me , there best present was peeing in the bog brush holder.. thought that was real genious tbh .. 18 - 20 yr old's doing that .. am i just too old in brain for my age... i dont think so ¬_¬

rite so .. sunday came ,i worked :O shock horror , was only me and the head chef in the kitchen so i played 2nd chef proper for the day and had to hold the fort while he went for his Cig breaks etc, was well gd and all the staff came in and said i was doing well and it was REALLY good fun .. >__< long tho ... 6 hours seems alot more when cooking .. heh =(

so that was sunday , packed up during the evening and during the first bit when i woke up in prep for coming home .. all good ... so i sent emails // work to all my seminar teachers explaining i was going home for the week ( coz some were already canceled ) and that i wud do w/e work they wanted me to ... but yeh so they replied and it was all peachy to come home .. so i did ...

monday morning 8:30am got up .. was rdy to leave by 9am ... train not till 11:10am .. so i thought , got a taxi in to station for 10:45am to give me time , it got there at 10:30 o.o and i then was told due to a crash // suicide at the nearby station my train and all others in that direction were canceled :( joyus ... so i then had to get a train at 12:20 up the other end of the line then do a nice semi-circle to the original place i was ment to change at and then down to London .. so i had to wait that 1:30 but it turned out to be 20mins quicker .. go figure that 1 ...

so i got home , not done much this week , been quite good , nice and boring .. how i like home tbh .. calm and relaxing , now back off to uni for another 3 weeks of shite and gotta get at least 2 of my main essays done by 2 weeks time, coz i aint doing 3 ova Xmas ...

i dont wanan go back .. and i aint heard from southhampton .. and i dont know what to do .. is there n e one else feeling the preasure or just not feeling happy , or am i the only 1 :( it's annoying .. uni was a fresh start but it's turned in to a hell ...

take care everyone hope ur all having a good time in ur respective places , see u at Xmas most of u .. take it easy

ps : Toastie , how's tommie .. ur lil lover boy .. bwhahaha =p .. had to add it sorry >__< =p

bored

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 15:39:19 GMT

Dear God i am bored >________<

the end :(

well sorta .... i've been sitting around for uhhhhh ... 4 hours doing nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jesus

n e one got n e thing entertaining on a website? funny games , think i can play em :S dunno HELP ME !

bah :(

urf!

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 12:37:51 GMT

Not updated in ages coz really not got anything great to say =( all sad crappy ANGST and i cba to tell everyone that .. so instead i've waited up until now where there is a glimer of "hope" in this shite hole of accomodation to post =D woo ...

so Uni is peachy , good course ( moved on to : Social policy & Criminology ) got 4 outta the first 5 semester assesments due in 17th of january =( joy joy. so shud probobly get on with planning all of them , only 2000 words and i can happily BLAG a 40% pass rate ;) dun really care for 1st yr , as it dont count for 2nd and 3rd .. *cough*

so accomodation .... hummm diggy ... so as some of u know the place in which i live the 4 room flat ish part on the ground floor as , moi and 3 absolute FUCK wits .. 1 chav .. 1 wannabee gangster .. .and 1 alcholic wannabeee tough guy / townie ... so it was rather obvious that we wud come to blows , but not REALLY in the physical kind .. but more on that later ;)

so at this present stage , every nite for the past 6 weeks they have gone out clubbing .. and i do mean every nite ... so every nite they come in at 2:30am and wake the whole of the accomodation block up , causing trouble and people to be pissed off , so when it comes down to it ,then wander in to my accomodation area and being pissed off with the people outside and as i dont go out *( much to the clubs )* they decide to play fun tricks on me =) lovely guys the usual : shaving foam // cleaner // toilet paper // bins etc outside the door .. tampering with all the food ... for example putting salt in all the juice which I brought ETC ETC .. u get the happy idea .. so anyway ... when Edd n BAiley came down they backed off for a few days and now that it's all reverted back to normal , they gotten back in to being a bunch of cunts again =D

so what is happening about it , apparently they are all going to be moved in to one large accomodation unit accorss in the other block , good thing u wud think .. but that means they can now only annoy me at my window which is generally gunna be another fun 1/2 of the yr after Xmas ...

on a happier note i have sent an email off to Southampton asking what courses i cud jump ship on to and what the possibility of it is for Xmas or 2nd yr , so we shall see how that goes ... mmm

hardly spoken to n e one coz i have a lack of Inet , so how is everyone who has a journal? u doing Gd happy days , how's japan u lot , hows Scotland Mr Dave? ...

well there was my post , when i get Inet bk i'll update more but until now , catch u all at Xmas :D

it's been awhile

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 14:35:46 GMT

it's been awhile .... *carries on humming lyrics*

n e way

not updated in awhile and a few things have happened .. so i'll just rant away and u guys can ignore most of it , kewl with u ? good coz i aint gunna have the net .. for awhile in my room and i'm fed up of sitting in the libary .. xD

rite then ..

university has kicked in and i've shifted courses to "Social policy & criminology" now it's so much more fun and i know the stuff .. well most of so it's fun .. ish ... , uhhh the seminars are slaggishly annoying coz i have so much prep work to do , tons of presentations are allready flowing thru my brain plus the idea of having to do 2 assesment essays in a few weeks just makes me want to ... well do stuff =D

what else , lil Leee ( the guy that kicked down my door ) decided to be a twat again and snash a plant pot in the laundry room .. he got caught on CCTV and is on last chance so i've heard , uhh , nothing much else happening in housing , might be getting broadband sent BT an abusive message telling em to sort it out coz i cbf to waste £1 a minute on phone calls to em n e more :)

what else ... uhhhmm .. joining a few new socities : sci fi , motor racing ( coz i'm a sad git ) punk and metal soc , and rock soc =) ( soc = society for those who aint up on lingo )

pretty much covers my life atm , got some kewl ppl i know now with amusing names and just some generally allrite ppl to hang out with

to do list :

- prep for essays
- prep for seminars
- sleep more
- get new £1000 pc off net ....
- get broadband
- kick shite out of ppl on CS once i get PC
- kick shite out of ppl around here if they dont stop comin in at 3am in the morning :@ i'm gettng old u see...

well keep it easy ladies n gents

- holly - ur still a tard
- dave - have fun with the m8 i sent u =p

ffs

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 15:36:54 GMT

Now i'm sure everyone wants to hear what a great week freshers is up at uni and how much FUN you have .. well i'm here to be a big spoil sport and tell u the REAL side to it

so my first week ...

Thursday : moved in 3pm and parents left , set up room and TV etc with all of the forms filled out , sat around watching TV for a bit b4 another guy ( Rick ) moved in , he was pretty kewl , sat down and played need for speed underground for awhile b4 he went to meet another m8 he met ages ago and i hang around doing fook all .... So it started off fine .. but wait

Thursday evening : Met 2 lovely ladies next door , Laura and Louise , 1 from 6th form , which is odd , they 2nd n 3rd yr's , so n e way , Rick and his m8 come bk and are rather drunk and stoned.. so they are trashing around in the kitchen and acting like cocks .. throwing stuff yelling etc , pissing off everyone in the building ... 1st nite over ...

Friday : went out with rick , louise and laura and went around town , found stuff and went in to Dogma an expensive pub .. so that was a GOOD day =)

Saturday : 2 others moved in Matt and Chris , both kewl , 1 doing politics and 1 doing media production , so spent most of day going shopping wanderin around town with them and having fun , until it got to the evening ... so we went out early but i came home feeling slightly ill due to lack of eating and sleeping , while they went off clubbing , so they came bk 1am and brought a few new people around ... plus 3 45 - 50 yr olds who no one had a clue who they were , so it was loud and annoying , feeling ill and being in dont help when i wanna make friends , but it got to about 4am when ppl all went to bed , was fine , however at 9am Chris got up to find that our kitchen had been royally trashed ..

- Milk in oven
- apple juice in fridge poured everywhere
- plates in bin
- appliances everywhere in random places
- carton of orange juice on Hob which had been turned all the way up to carbonising , causing alot of crap and alot of bad smokey air ( cudda burnt if it were dryer =D )

so there ya go , first few nites even b4 freshers starts.. WELL GOOD HUH

sunday evening was freshers evening , we went down to a big gathering and waited in que for 1:15 mins to get to the bar, b4 being told the whole event was outside and FREEZING COLD , met some new ppl and had good fun , all in all good nite cept the cold

now we shall skip a few days and sum up those : late nite drinking and clubbing resorting in abuse to those who do not like to go clubbing : me and a few others , them pouring SHAVING FORM all over my door for laughs and generally wanting me out becoz i aint in to clubbing like they are ... so gr8 job there if u meet some COCKS who like to have it there way....

So i came home thursday becoz i got 2 hours sleep for the past nite(s) and throwing up due to the smoke ( i think or the stress ) but was not well ...

so now to today , i was REALLY worried that something wud happen when i got up there , like shaving foam or something really silly and petty , like food going missing of mine .. ya know boring stuff

but oh no ... at 4pm today i got a call from the guy in charge at the accomodation to tell me that my door had been knocked off it's hinges and broken down by apparently " someone leaning on it " i'll let u in on a little secret ... the doors are fire doors , huge clunking bits of woood which hardly move if u lean on them , infact my door was locked and it DOES NOT MOVE , ... so apparently my stuff is still all in there and it's fine , and they guy who did it has owned up to it , but i really aint wanting to go bk up and i'm really not looking forward to it all...

so thats my gr8 1st week of freshers , those who read this going off , enjoy ya self and watch out for cock sucking townies =D

to those of u leaving ere to another place - good luck u tard's =p =p =p =p =p

will update later .. once i get more info

less than a week

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 11:56:48 GMT

well ok time for an update =) need to start posting more anyway to keep everyone up to date on the happenings of my life in uni ... so it'll work out as : mugged // failing subject // sleeping // mugged // sleeping // hospital :D

there is my 1st week predictions =p n e way

how are you? xD

rite so anyway , with less than a week to go i'm starting to think to myself " u've left this a little too late " coz i have not finished off n e thing just yet =D no packing no sorting of room no new computer -_- dammit!

but sorta working on the computer might go to Pc world ( the shame ) and then get something brand spanking new and moan at them to give me the OEM software ... hmm

well let's see , Eddie's tonite , which shud be good , a goodbye to uni ppl and a gl to those going in to working life... mmmm will be odd , as i know i said " i'm not going to any goodbye parties " but oh well .. i changed my mind ish =D

well let's see now =D those who read this journal hmmm

Rose - Gl in japan gal i know ur having fun atm and got urself a swish new net phone O.o i'd guess =D so gl and have fun

Daryl - know ur in Japan as well =p so u keep up the work ur doing and have fun , ,meet urself a fine young lady and be happy =D so gl to u as well bud

Holly - in crete atm so wont see u when u come bk , but have fun when u go off to japan dont terrorise too many ppl -_- and dont kidnap n e one either .. apparently u CAN go to prison for it =p

Dave - Gl in uni m8 and have fun , ur going after me so i'll fill u in on the funness of moving up there and how much HASSEL it is =D

Paul - have fun working in the White hart and get some money to move in to a decent flat ¬_¬ know u need to move out of ur rents =D and keep ur lady happy , stick around with it u've been good so far =p

uhm to n e one i missed out i apologise but have fun in life and i'll speak to u sometime .. mebbe ?

thats all for now , next update from lincoln ¬_¬ wooo hooo

waste..

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 22:04:26 GMT

woo .. not updated for awhile .. infact not done since i said GL to ppl

so yeh , got in to uni , all set n rdy , off on the 16th or something like that , woo =) , will be fun , but dunno if i really wanna go n e more , mums been going on and making it out to be so much hard work packing etc.. well pissing me off ... ah well

so happy bday : holly and bailey

lets see

wednesday : holly's bday down lynx ..well what to say .. never spoke to ya once my lady hope u had fun with all ya other random ppl there =S shame neva got to speak to u .. but looked like u were having fun

baileys thursday : well i have NO money and i'm going to cinema before... so this cud be intresting , to those who read this if i aint there then i'm broke and i dont wanna be waggaling drinks off ppl .. so thar

gl to ppl in life ,

have fun rose out in japan .. gl to ya :D

n c u all around

22 hours to go .....

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 10:38:01 GMT

so whee

last week was pretty odd .. long and short at the same time .. dont go there =p

rite .. so on tuesday went to baileys , whopped ass in magic tounry =) went dow nto me Vs Dave in best 2/3 .. which i won but very slimly =) must thank Dave for being a rather gr8 man on that day .. chars m8 u did well aswell =)

on thursday went round edds , set up network .. well watched and helped in odd parts =) then proceeded to leech files on to edds computer for him and watch as the nite took up with gaming and fun , so that went on until sunday ...

Amanadas party was pretty koool , good to see the lady again , ppl seem to be doing well and getting on with there lifes which is gr8 to know =D

so yeh .... less than a day to go until 1 bit of paper decides my .. easy route to uni with 1 call .. or about 30+ calls to unis to say LET ME IN ...

atm i'm wanting not to get my uni place.. so i can go on to do something with computers...but meh .. we shall see.. it's gunna take alot for me to fuck up this one but still get another course... we shall see

Good luck to all in the exam results .. will be seeing some of u afta =) GL all

18...

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 23:57:50 GMT

wuhu ... i'm 18 , N e one notice how it feels absolutly no different to 17 or even 16 ?

... woo .. doing nothing today ... nothing planned.. might have people round probobly wont .. dunno tho ... not in the moood .. =( something wrong with me , just dont feel happy

so .. happy bday to me and all others who are growing of age on this day ,

happy hols / happy day everyone

dwelling

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 18:14:25 GMT

ok so in a odd mood .. reflecting on life and other such horrible things i shud not be dwelling on ...

m8s are going up and down atm , some being petty some not , some really down and some are on a high :) so for those people cheer up and i'm allways here if ya wanna talk ..

now the song below i found from Edd ... tis a very good song , and if u want the actual song tell me n i'll send it to u =) tis good .. v. thoughtful

sunscreen song -- http://listen.to/sunscreen << download and more lyrics

Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97:

Wear sunscreen.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be

it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by

scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable

than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not

understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But

trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and

recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before

you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you

imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as

effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble

gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never

crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 pm on some

idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people

who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes

you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with

yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed

in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your

life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they

wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most

interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when

they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe

you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky

chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't

congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your

choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of

what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll

ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for

good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past

and the people most likely to stick with you in the

future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you

should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and

lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need

the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live

in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will

philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize

that when you were young, prices were reasonable,

politicians were noble, and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund.

Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one

might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will

look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply

it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing

the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly

parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

well that was that then =)

catch ya later

18 in 2 n a bit days :O

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 22:35:03 GMT

*music* Let's play tetris mother f**kers *music*

so yeh

woo .... couple weeks till birthday and i never even put thought in to it , all of family been asking what i want / what i want to do .... i completly forgot .. i've had no need to get on with my life or even think about the future .. just living day by day in a very boring fashion ... might go out with a few people .. might not .. we shall see

not much really being going on in my life ... not getting invited to social events... deciding not to go to some ( sorry daryl was in well off mood ) when i probobly should go out and have fun and get back on track with m8s , only seen 4 different people since we broke up from college.. aint that gr8 :)

well 1st of september is when i officaly can bugger off from Fleet... and thats abooot a month n a bit away ... so yeh .. leaving fleet and all my m8s .. most dont go to uni till middle of september .. so they'll be having fun :P ass'z :P

will miss "most" of u ... not all , but for those i will miss u shud know who u r and i WILL keep in contact with u if u let me :P ,

for those going away to other places around the world , i wish you good luck and have a wonderful time and hope ya enjoy urselfs and not get too lonely :)

for those slacking at home .. lazy sods :P i'll be seeing u at some point , some of u i wont be seeing at from some point on , gl in life :)

was meaning to make this a well whiney post putting all my anger and feelings of people on here and who i wud or wud not miss .. but decided to keep it sweet n pleasent :)

take care ppl .. will try n update this regulary :) more to talk about then :)

- Mee

- For all the times i've made you sad it'll never make up for the times you've put me down , get over it and grow up your older and wiser now -

bored.... oh so bored

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 21:36:34 GMT

rite .. so sure everyone having a gr8 holiday and doing lots of stuff... lucky sods ..

i cant believe this is my holiday .. it's so boring .. i aint sleeping till 4/5am coz i just am not tired.. then i do go to sleep and have nothing to do during the day .. there really is nothing to do in Fleet n e more.. glad i'm going away ;) wOOt

so yeh .. done nothing really , went out with Dave n James yesterday . .was gr8 .. spiderman 2 rocks btw. . go see it , cept for the sissy sceen at the end :P but other than that twas pretty damn good :D

got nothing planned for weekend or n e thing leading up to the 19th of august. . so yeh :) n e one want to plan parties or n e sorta big thing .. do it now :P

to do list tho ...

Daryls happy party
Amanda's bday
my Bday..

wOoooo... so yeh

my life in a nut shell

boring and uneventful :D woo..

- Me

been a while

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 14:33:13 GMT

well not really updated since the knock out of england in euro 2004 .. lol long time ago :D

so yeh .. not much going on atm , in holidaya and bored outta my mind , not going away and not planning on making big social events a regular occurance.. mebbe 1 or 2. .. :)

shrunk my msn list from 125 to 60 something last nite .. bwhaha .. sorry to those that went ;) honest ;)

finally found my offspring and lancuna coil album after goodness knows how long .. well .. 4 / 5 / 6 months possibly :)

so yeh

cinema wednesday me hopes.. see Shrek 2 and week afta going to see spiderman 2 :D wOOt

take care all :) happy hols :)

gl at uni ^_^

- me

no more exams!!!!!

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 22:40:05 GMT

yey i've finally completed 2 yr's of college... so thats all compulsary education done and all of my free learning taken up :( feel so cheeked only learnt how to skive and blag exams ... ah well :)

fully cleared as well so no longer officaly have to go to college or any business so 8 weeks of sleeping b4 getting results :) yey

dont care about it atm .. will worry when they turn up :) so GL to all who got some left :)

- England 2 - 2 Portugal - 5 - 6 on pen's :( FS!!!!!

poor england :( meh :( they were playing against a 12 man portugal squard ... 11 protuguese and 1 swiss-protuguese reff.. SLAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

done now :)

gl all hf in life

fucked up

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 21:38:09 GMT

marf :(

general studies was easy ... nice n piss easy .. too easy :s not that the subject acutally means n e thing to me :( but it was easy.. multiple choice is made for pretty patterns ...

so yeh

psychology howeva i screwed up on !! ... put wrong thing down for 26 / 50 marks avaliable.. so gonnna fail that miserably when i neeeded an A .. aint it gr8 .. wOOt..no uni for me .. stuck in fucking fleet.. whop-t-fucking do ..

but how are u ?

If i die today : i Would know that i leave my friends going on to live there lievs in new parts of the country and to enjoy themseleves

linky of the day : www.ratheramusing.com ... the wonders of fun animations neva seem to end!